||Saturday, April 15, 2006||
our arguments always tear us apart. | 4/15/2006 02:29:00 am
dar..i dunno if u will read this but i'm just going to pour everything out here tonight.i admit i'm having serious, really serious mood swings.my pms caused so much damaged to our relationship.i know i cant blame it fully on just the pms,i admit it's part of me that i made such mistakes.i miss u these few days,i havent been around u these few days,and i thought i really wanna meet you last night so i waited for u.i wait and wait,hope and hope and soon time went by,anticipation turned into disappointment turned into anger.that explains y i was so angry.i know i should have shut up and gone home but i really miss you yesterday.i wanted to hug u when i saw u,really.but i thought i supposed to act angry n let u hoax me.but u didnt,u didnt do what i've expected.and this was when that anger got worse and oil was added to that existing flame inside me.i knew i was in the wrong immediately u started shouting at me.i got a shocked.i suddenly woke up from the tantrum i was throwing at u.i realised i've been playing with fire all along,and that's when u blew to ur top.i felt a sudden fear,fear of losing you.i tried my best to hold u but i felt really terrible when u told me not to touch u anymore and to get out of your sight.i felt devastated.i know i've created all these with my own bare hands.things were really out of control last night,there were many things that just came out from my mouth without thinking.i really hope u can understand and please know that i really love u and
TIME IS NOT A LIMIT TO LOVE AND IT WILL NEVER BE. If God ever ask me for a wish,i'll say that i wanna spend my whole lifetime with you.believe or not,it's true.u should know it better than the others.i love u more than i could n i know u do too.let's just take a break and realise each other's importance in our lives.since we havent take a rest in such a long time,get the best out of it this time round and after this time,i swear there'll be none left.
love,me.
Erica Janael.
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