||Tuesday, November 21, 2006||
caught in the middle. | 11/21/2006 11:51:00 pm
like the rain comes down in the blazing sunshine,
fire burning in the freezing moonlight,
a desert in the middle of Artic.
like a hot chocolate frappe.
like a thermometer that reads 100 degrees celcius in a bottle of ice.
stop treating me like neither hot nor cold.
i wished i've got a crystal ball to see what the future holds.
i wished that i could have an eraser to erase things that were done wrong.
i cant fall in love anymore,especially in you.
Erica Janael.
it'spartytime,baby
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rocks or bored? | 11/21/2006 11:28:00 pm
the nights just come and go,
the eyes wont even wink.
my emotions overload,
when silence stomped in.
it's more like an alarm,
you hear in the morning.
it shouts,"wake up!
and no more dreaming."
your existence is always absent,
like a student who hates school.
as i reminisce the past,
i taste bitter more.
i walk alone now,
accompanied by our past.
i'm not turning back,
i'm not turning back.
erica---moonstricken.
Erica Janael.
it'spartytime,baby
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news news for everyone. | 11/21/2006 01:17:00 am
first and for most, i've broken up with Dennis.
secondly,i'm single again.
thirdly,i'm happy.guys,dont worry.i'm really fine this time.
anyway,i met this guy.he's nice.i dont really know him yet.but i'm seriously attracted to him.he's everything i've ever wanted.well,for now it seems like it.the problem is,i dont even know him that well yet.does love really exists this way?is he really going to treat me as seriously as i treat him as,or is he gonna dump me when he gets all of me?i repeatedly asked myself these questions. and i seriously do not know the answers. he may just be a sweet-talker that talks me out on everything. or actually he's a Mr.nice-guy.i hope time will tell.seriously i've got nothing to lose this time round.i would really want to give it a shot.but maybe i'm just on a rebound.but i seriously like him alot.he's my dream guy.HE IS.
Hmmm,but i'm so confused.i barely know him yet and things are just like a roller-coaster,going faster and faster,scarier by the seconds,so many big highs and lows.i really want to know him inside out.i really want to be with him if God give us a chance.but am i ready for it to happen yet? will it be a grand opening to my next phase of life,or will it be just a real huge closure to my love life.Lord,if only i could tell the future,if only i could read your mind.
Erica Janael.
it'spartytime,baby
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