||Friday, December 08, 2006||
i'm just another step for you to get to heaven. | 12/08/2006 12:07:00 pm
With things going so fast around me,i felt like i'm being left behind.A classic example would be, my best classmate,adri, and my 'best-est' friend of all,kim, getting together.
They knew each other for about 2 weeks, i guess. They were just two individuals who encouraged me not to turn back to the relationship i walked out of,a couple of weeks ago.They were also the ones who came right up to my face and warned me about going out with males whom i dont really know. They were just acquaintances, barely even friends.
A couple of conference calls, three of us had,broke the ice. There were many moments that i counldnt be there for 5 mintues,and they started talking and introducing themselves politely,with no intentions at all. As more and more 'brief introductions' took place, the more they got to know each other ,the more they continued talking ,they more they enjoyed each other's company over the phone, and the more they like each other.And, the cycle went on.Soon, without anyone knowing,not even themselves, they're slowly creeping into each other's life. AND POOF! now, they're together.
They're going out,appearing in the public as a couple,addressing themselves as a couple,well, just doing things a couple should and would do.
Being a friend,looking at them parading as a couple,i'm more than happy.But deep inside,i felt loneliness.it's like i lost two good friends.they'll be busy with their new partner and they just cant wait to explore each other's world.And here i am,left behind.
Face the fact then, i told myself.Come to think of it,it wouldnt be that bad being left behind. i'll get to enjoy most of the good stuffs alone.=)
Most importantly,i'll be able to protect both of them from the back.Just in case both of them fall at the same time,they'll have me to fall back on.
Erica Janael.
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