||Tuesday, November 28, 2006||
trust me. | 11/28/2006 12:44:00 am
Okay,i'll just type whatever i'm going through now alright?
First,i thanked God when i met you.and i'm still thanking him now.=)
well,i know it's kinda weird to know that u're actually someone else's dream.i'll freak out too,if i were you.and i know u're still bewildered by the fact that i admire you quite a lot.erm,the reason behind all these stuffs, is simple,it's just you LOR.haha.
Secondly,i'm still in a state of shock.and things are already almost half done when i realised that we merely know about each other.but that's okay,i REALLY ENJOYED my time with you.so thank you for all that.i really appreaciate it.REALLY.
thirdly,just to let u know a little extra something,i'm not the girl that cheats on guy.trust me.i know it's hard for you to believe a person,esp a girl,anymore.but u can count on me.=)haha.if you think i'm worth lah.i'm quite hard to handle cos sometimes i'll demand things my way,i'll have sudden mood swings,and may disappoint you.i'm not a super interesting person,not those girls with colourful life and tonnes of things to talk about all the time.sometimes,i'll just keep quiet and enjoy silence.i'm also not sporty enough for you i guess.haha.i'm quite a shrewd sometimes too.hee.so if you ever thought bout something more,think again and be prepared for the worst.
lastly,i know none of us is ready for anything to happen yet.
well,i quiver a bit whenever i think what would happen to us.my imaginations are damn freaking wild,and they dont like to look on the bright side of life.so,i'm so afraid that bad things would happen.i rather stay like this for now and in the near future.well,i'm not trying to say that i've fallen for you or i really want you as my special someone or anything that's somewhere that line.
i'm just trying let you know how i really really felt.in fact,i know both of us still quite unsure bout our feelings too.hmmmmmm
anyway, i hope my conversation with you last night didnt bore you.i know you're super tired.besides,sounding tired you sound weird too.not exactly like you.but it's okay lah.
and i know you're tired of me complaining and stuffs.well,maybe i'm still a kid.we'll talk about something else the next time we talk okay?i'm really sorry bout last night.sorry.
erm,yeah,i want you to read this cos i really dont know how to tell you verbally.
now that everything's fine,and the coast is finally clear,i'll be alive once again.---erica.
Erica Janael.
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