||Sunday, January 06, 2008||
i am not good. | 1/06/2008 07:44:00 pm

me?no where near being fine.i am not good.not fine.

things really sucks.they're wrong.and i've done all i could.i've been trying.even trying not to do anything,afraid that doing too much seems trying too hard. i am not good. i cant even tear now. i do not have the strength and i need it,to move on. so if u hear me lord, help me.

sometimes,it really makes me wonder.am i happier than i was before? does he really ever care..does he need me in his life at all..is this how he defines love,which is so different, soo very different from the others. am i or will i ever be important to somebody, somebody i really love? why am i always facing all these. i deserve every ounce of attention he can give, but he's not giving any at all.perhaps a little more than an ounce. i deserve love, the rightful treatment of a girlfriend, the unconditional care and concern just like how much i put in for him.

i really love him, unquestionable. But does he? an absolute mystery.

Erica Janael.

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