||Tuesday, March 20, 2007||
dont look away,you're the one to blame. | 3/20/2007 01:40:00 pm
"....well,happier...
But,still sometimes...things will trigger my brain and sadness evokes.
but i wont let it take over me
never again.or maybe not for long.
now,i appreciate the sunshine more the trees more the ppl more
i used to just sit there and only think of Dennis and Will and blah blah blah
but now...i just sit there.thinking bout many things.but no more them
i told myself it's time to get a grip.and i know i'm doing it so well...." ----conversation with
jamin a few weeks ago.
i dont moan n walk like a living dead.i dont dwell in hell anymore.i see the sun everyday i open my eyes.i hear my neighbours's irritating parrot making weird noises too.Not all my days start beautifully,but i dont cry n whine n get pissed at the slightest thing anymore. i dont go around blaming everyone else who have left me. i just learn miserably and evolved from that sadness into something beautiful.just like what those ugly n fat caterpillars did.that's how i make my day work. it's my own responsibility to make myself happy.
So dont turn away everytime you feel down cos u're the one to be blame.your happiness is in your hands.if you dont feel happy,dont blame the others .Just try to make yourself better cos afterall,u either enjoy or suffer all consequences.
Erica Janael.
it'spartytime,baby
Hey there!
Baby, retro is the new modern chic.
Looks like we're caught in a time warp.
let's boogie woogy...
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